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cracked

CRACKED

adj

1. broken so that the surface is fissured

2.  broken into pieces

3.  mentally disturbed

i looked up the definition.  i knew what it meant but i wanted to all official-like.  you see, i have a fascination about the word cracked.  little kids giggle because they will say “i see that man’s crack”…and laughter ensues.  but to me, it’s the first definition that gets me.  ”broken so that the surface is fissured”.  that’s me (no comment from the people who happen to know number three is me too!!).  just because i may happen to be slightly broken doesn’t mean that i’m damaged.  i happen to like being cracked.  i like how it defines me and makes me stronger.  it doesn’t mean i’m tossed into the heap with other garbage.  it means that i’m fragile and vulnerable.  i think we all are cracked in some way or another.  it’s the inner stuff that keeps us together….holds us strong.  so i’m proud of my cracked surface.  and i’m proud that little by little, i allow others to see my vulnerable state in hopes that they too, will allow me into their world.   i truly feel that if you allow people into your world to see your cracked surface, the stronger you become.  vulnerability doesn’t make you weak, seeing someone’s cracked surface doesn’t make them any less….it makes them beautiful and amazing.  for a long time i didn’t think i was beautiful or amazing but i’m slowly cracking the surface.  and i have my inner bitch to thank for that!  i’ll save my inner bitch speech for another post.

i took this picture not too long ago – i loved how the light came through the crack in the fence.  i stopped because it reminded me of myself…..allowing just enough light to shine through so i don’t blind you.

be good to you.

stacy tarlow

~hugs

January 27, 2012 - 1:14 pm

jill c. - I LOVE this shot. It’s beautiful. I think you should print it and hang it somewhere.

January 27, 2012 - 1:16 pm

stacy - thanks jill. and you’re right….it definitely should go on a wall.

January 27, 2012 - 7:18 pm

M - LOVE THIS POST. I love your “crack” xoxo

January 28, 2012 - 10:42 am

Rhonda Steed - i love it even more now that I read what you wrote! :)

January 28, 2012 - 11:39 am

Heather - Definitely on the wall. Visual reminder of you and your cracked beauty:) Beautifully deep words, truly.

January 29, 2012 - 7:25 am

Suzie - Yes, you are cracked. That’s why I love you:)

February 2, 2012 - 12:03 am

Heather Moll - love this. the photo is gorgeous and i can relate to your words so much as well.

bangor high school senior portraits by stacy tarlow

i can’t help but love my job.  i love some many different parts of it.  sometimes it will be newborns, sometimes it will two year olds, sometimes it will be engagements pictures.  BUT i had found a new love last year.  high school senior photography!!  can i tell you how much fun it was last year to photograph these amazing young people?   they had their heads together.  they knew where they wanted to go.  they knew what they wanted to do with their lives.  each and everyone of them amazed me.  i wish i had my head together when i was a senior.  sheesh.  i’m lucky if i knew which socks were clean on my bedroom floor.  and do be honest, sometimes i didn’t.  sorry about that personal tidbit of information.  you can be rest assured that i now know which ones are clean and which ones aren’t.  see i can be mature!!!

let me introduce to you this amazing bangor high school senior.  she came to be via facebook.  good ol’ facebook – how i love ya.  you see, her mom and i went to school together.  actually  junior high.  way back when we didn’t know what facebook was about or cell phones or even computers for that matter.  her daughter reached out to me, friended me on facebook and asked me to take her senior pictures.  how could i say no?

we met up on a beautiful april afternoon.  i picked her and a friend up (it’s always fun to bring a friend along) and off we went.   we went to a few very cool locations – some with permission (thank you Mid Coast Fine Antiques of Maine )and some we didn’t have permission (thank you old abandoned home ready to fall in).  we laughed and had the best afternoon.  this girl was fun, vibrant, full of energy, a lover of life and everything that came with it.  she has an artistic eye that i hope she follows.  she has a gift that she should roll around in and swallow it up.  grab life by the horns you beautiful girl!!!   and thank you for spending the afternoon with me.   ~hugs

 

 

 

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bangor high school senior portraits by stacy tarlow

my journey ~ new york photography by stacy tarlow

everyone has a journey.  some journeys are easy, while some are difficult.  my journey the past year has been difficult.  and while it hasn’t been easy, it has made me who i am and who i want to be.  i truly believe that if you allow yourself to be kept down and not allowed to be who you need to be, then what’s the point of all this?   i guess i’m saying is that i’d rather have one day of happiness than a lifetime of being where i was.  it wasn’t a horrible place, don’t get me wrong.  but it wasn’t me and i wasn’t happy.  i love being where i am at this very moment.  yes i’m scared about the future and yes i’m scared about the unknown.  but it won’t stop me….it will only make me stronger.  i truly have faith in this journey that i’m on and i trust wherever it leads me, is where i’m supposed to go.

this picture was taken at rye beach, new york with my iphone.  you don’t need fancy fancy equipment to take great images.  you have to use what you got.

 

 

rye beach by stacy tarlow

~hugs

 

January 12, 2012 - 10:44 am

Jenn - Hugs on your new journey. Happy for you that you stepped towards happiness.

baby “e” ~ newborn photography by stacy tarlow

i love to photograph newborns.  for a few reasons…..those little buggers don’t move much, they pretty much go with the flow as long as their belly is full and diaper is dry, they never give me a hard time about posing and last but not least, the smell so good you just want to eat ‘em up.  this little guy was born in rye, ny to an amazing family.  the mom and dad couldn’t be nicer and his big brother was thoughtful so sweet.  i can’t wait to see him grow up.

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

 

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

 

Newborn Photography by Stacy Tarlow

~hugs

January 10, 2012 - 11:46 am

tasha - Oh my… what a cutie! I love seeing your new work! Keep it coming.

January 10, 2012 - 12:45 pm

stacy - thanks Tasha!

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